Today received the fiscality declaration, have nothing to declare.

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I don’t think big, don’t think far, future is mysterious so it’s just a waste of time to think too much, to plan too much. Anyway life is fulfilled of surprise, unexpected events, thus thinking big, thinking far do not help much. I do not like to plan anything which is foxy, evil or whatever towards ones I like, I just love to plan some lovely surprise, or lovely things for them (you know that I am not good at english, don’t have large vocab, want to have large one because it’s not just useful but also “sexy”)

Love being honest to ones whom I can rely on, that’s why I do not hide anything even the fact that I can. Doing wrong, my fault so I voluntarily accept the punishment, that’s all… hiding to ones who are close to me makes me not feel guilty, either a bit or a lot… talking about this because I still don’t know whether or not you give me a punishment for breaking my promise that night, now I will keep this promise for good, do not hate me when I say that I feel a bit needy, I will soon forget about that need…

I have to go to bed now, I will stay up at most 1:30 from now on, I will try, not good to sleep too late, you shouldn’t either… G9 my dear!

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The title is not related much to the content  >:D<